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I cant make up my mind i cant seem to make up my mind i feel so restless its killing me there are things beyond me things that i cannot change! What do i do? The severity and the complexity of the problem is stunning i wonder if my 2 little hands can change that! Even if i hold a torch unwitheringly in the massive darkness will darkness ultimately consume light?!?! :/ with faith and bravery u can face anything! However where do i get this strength from? Does it make sense is it logical?
Can i build an empire? Wheredoes this optimism come from? Im afraid bcuz my brain cant beam past the uncertainity! Where does the magic lie? How!? Im quite logical but where does all this logic in my head come from? Where? Too muchof pressure on me bcuz deep down i expect i shud be more....more intelligent more athletic more EVERYTHING and somehow i fail my own expectations (sooooo obvious) but y do i feellike a hamster living in a cage running on a wheel?