It's clear that i'm doomed!,being a final year student of undergrad school i suddenly feel like some one opened up my eyes ok! I finally felt like opening up my eyes.With regret I'd like to state for the last 3 years Ive been a puppet to my fears everday went with misery the belief I'd get ostracised was so vehement inside me that i pulled myself out any social situation earlier.I failed to live life to the fullest and now that i look back i remember each day like every other day a very numb feeling overwhelms me.However,this led to a serious turbulence of events, Ive realised no change can occur with no struggle it overall made me YEARN....y me? Y not me? Why shoudn't I? I can? I can! I really dont understand how humans normally get past this stage of insecurity its almost impossible to discern how it occurs,do they get past naturally or do they spend a lifetime mastering it? To face the reality of life is some of the hardest things ive been through Ivefound FAITH as my companion through the labyrinth of intricate simplicity life holds.I wantto take a chance ivegot real less interest on what the outcome is!I have had enough of being a benchwarmer I can let my dread of getting hit by the ball stop me from taking a swing! I want to breathe edit: I'm breathing aren't you?
